gracee

2010-11-18T19:03:00.002+08:00

17/11/10

yeap..went to the beach :)
it was quite fun you know!
first, we played frisbee..
daddy cheated!! haha..
then we flyed kite..
i love flying kites :)
very colourful plus shiook..
hehhe..plus ate auntie mei jin's beehoon :D
best beehoon on earth :)
haha..cycling (the norm when you goes to beach) haahaa
gladys finally mastered the skill of cycling
so lousy right? AT THE AGE OF 12
hahah..i sound mean..opps
but she fell la..i was sooooo tired!
i slept straight after coming back..
boom! fell on the bed..
for 2h then i woke up :)
feeling energetic again..heehee

18/11/10

so present hunting today..
we decided long ago okay!
butprocrastinate + no time and stuff..
but successfully bought it :D:D
i bought some stuff from blogshops..
coolll..but there are some problems..
hope it will be solved :D:D
i feel that i'm spending too much >.<
lol..i wanted to jog today..but..
you know..the usual..
hahha..okay nothing else to day..
i'm still very tired and wants to go shower :)
bye!

2010-11-06T21:35:00.002+08:00

hehe..just realised i have not been blogging
for a longgggg time..
haha.. i just came back from malaysia :)
though i had to attend classes everyday..at least almost everyday..
but i super enjoyed it!
hope next year can go again :)

so...i think i'm still in the malaysia mood
dont feel like doing anything at all...
:) :)
nothing really happened today..
but i hope everybody is happy today :)
plus enjoying walking this journey of life with god like me :p

2010-08-31T22:28:00.003+08:00

saturday

i wanted to go chruch at 0930 but OVERSLEPT!
hehe..regina morning call me like 15 times..hehe
but i still didn't hear..
so we didn't go luh..
i super angry leh! i wanted to go like REALLY badly!!!!
hais

so in the end, i met regina at lakeside mrt..
wanted to scare her but FAIL!
she was so fast so couldn't scare her!!! :( hahaa
then we went to jp to walk walk..
then i deliberately walk away from her,
wanted to scare her....hais
but have to go meet denise so i walk out
but couldn't find her!
in the she SCARED me!! lol!
i was totally shock...hmm..
but regina, it is just purely luck! haha

then met with densise then we eat tori-q
now i'm super hungry now..(saliva dripping down)
haha..then we went to buy friendship bracelets plus cindy :)
oohh! we went to take neo prints too :)

then we bus-ed to px's house..
quite fun luhh..but then,
like time passes so fast..
but when egina and denise they all go alr,
then a bit bored la..so i reached home at 1100..
cab-ed home with timothy and jon..
they never ask me pay leh..then i also don't know what to do...
hais..a bit guai guai derh you know..

i will upload the photos tmr :) :p

Monday

hahahahahahahahahahaha..i'm so happppyyyyy!!!
pearl lost the bet to me!
so she tied 2 pony tails to school..
and it's like super high that kind! :):):):D:D:D:D
LOL! everybody say she look cute okay!
so she must thank me :)
though she was quite embarassed i guess..
LOL!!!
SO SHE NOT UNHAPPY..
want to make another bet with me..
the forfeit is that i have to tie my super highhhhh like at the top top of my head!
her forfeit..i haven't think yet :P
any suggestions people??
be more evil.. lol ;)

I HOPE I WILL ACE THE BIO TEST :)
I THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING :)

2010-08-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

i went to watch 雨季！！！

very nice..

for those who don't know what it is..

it is a chinese musical with acting and songs. :)

jodie bought the disc with all the songs then she say will burn for us.

whoo! yipee!

super nice la..

LOVE IS NEVER EASY. + LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL :)

and GOD is LOVE..haha

the songs was super nice la..

totally worth the time and money :):)

but have to write reflections for teachers...sign :(

haha..if tickets wasn't so expensive for such musicals, i surely will go for more..

SUPPORT CHINESE MUSICALS! GOGOGO

haah

support YOG. gogog

haha..i just emailed miss yeo..

i'm so scared she will not let me go and will scold me..

how?? how??

hais..

went to church today :):) yipee..

haha..BGR :):D

if you have any,must tell me!

i'll protect you! :)

crush also okay! even when i dont know the person! lol

regina! denise! dont know whether denise reads my blog anot..

haha

oh ya! i think i'm getting contacts!! :)

haha..i think try try only..

dont know whether will continue one anot..

but but still, i'm so excited..quite scared too..haha

when it rains, will you think of him?

haha.what i felt from the musical.

everyone is studing for EOYs, they are making me nervous! :(

pray! pray! pray! :)

2010-08-10T13:10:00.003+08:00

saturday

went to shopping :)
for the whole day! haha
bought some stuffs..
i bought some with my own $
others..mummy sponsored..haha
reached home at 9plus..from afternoon to 9 plus..

sunday

went to church :)
but regina never come. :(
haha..this month's theme is BGR
LOL..regina arh regina..
haha..quite funny..
he told us to imagine our future..
then the guy is it someone already..
or still black shadow..meaning haven't found yet..
obviously, mine is black shadow right!
so what is yours?? hahaha

P.s i was sitting beside timo choo.... O.o.O

2010-08-06T16:59:00.004+08:00

IF YOU WERE WEARING RED TODAY as in (6/8 )AND READING THIS POST NOW, SHOUT " I LOVE SINGAPORE" :)

LOL..there was the national day celebrations today, and HALF DAY! :)

so we went out, me deborah, miriam,wan chia and ellis..
went to plaza sing to have lunch and then i was soooo blur!
i ordered mince meat noodles and forgot to ask the auntie not to put vinegar!
NOT NICE! RAWR..
then we wanted to catch inception but no more tickets! sad sad..
so we walked walked a bit and train-ed home :)

i was looking at my blog and then accidentally clicked the archives..
then i read read read, realise that time fliessss..
like fire flies..ZOOM..
THERE WAS THIS POST ABOUT WORKING HARD TO GROW TALL..
but apparently, there wasn't any signs of like growing..
so i decided to go play basketball plus stretching every morning (suggested by pearl)
so hopefully, i'll like ZOOM..GROW!!!
I'M GOING DAO GAO HUI! :)

if friends are a bunch of numbers that need a formula to link them together,
i wonder if the formula i need does exist...

P.S i changed my player so that there will be songs BUT i accidentally delete the text box! sad :P

2010-08-01T23:09:00.003+08:00

GRACE'S ONE AND ONLY ANNOUNCEMENT AREA :)
did i spell it correctly?
haha..hotmail is taking soooooooooooo longggg!!
i can't stand it! gonna try gmail..

today went to church..
it's the first week of the month sooo nothing much..
but had so much fun??
with my sister..
first, i hit her and almost gave her a panda eye,
then we wanted to eat this beef noodle but no more..
then we went to eat this porridge..
ALSO no more!
then we went to study..
no serve today..
had CELL. but it was so short..
plus regina has to go home so fast..
but i played a new game today..
with the peoplee..
it's called monopoly deal or sth..
TRUST ME! IT'S QUITE FUN!
CAUSE I WON MY FIRST GAME!
haha:) there's school tmr..
but no any special feeling..
thank god! finally once, not hating school..
hmm..i want to go mac opposite school on the opening day! :)
and slack slack there :) :D

2010-07-22T12:37:00.003+08:00

LIFE HAS BEEN GREAT! YOU MUST BELIEVE ME!
HAHA.. okay..firstly, i seriously think i need to update my blog especially my profile,links and etc.
it's SUPERRRR outdated!
hmm..serious..life has been great..
going to school as i always do
going to church like i always look ofrward to!
and and and i really think i am reborned!
haha
look forward to this new grace who loves her life even more
loves her friends like superrr
and loves jesus above everything else!

okay..SCHOOL
SO WHAT'S GOING ON??
TESTS? PROJECTS?
hmm...it has always been so..
but but but i stand by faith and GRACE in front of all of you, unafraid!
LOL must write the grace in caps!

yippee! the week is almost ending!!!!
did i mention that i love going school??
you might need to think carefully about that!
lol. :)

do you know mrs mary chia is leaving???
i will be super sad! :(
p.s i am in school and i think i will die in WR

2010-06-26T01:00:00.004+08:00

hey everyone!
i figured out that i have to post sth
so that my most recent post wont be the superr emo one!
haha..so what have i been doing??
manx! now that i think abt it..
i just seem to sleep and eat, eat and sleep
maybe play computer and watch tv too..
haha..oh! sth more interesting yeah??
i went to the BOOK FAIR, FOOD FAIR, IT FAIR
cool huh??
lol..
i went for metamorphosis camp (church camp) :)
super fun..
exaggerating..but it's quite fun..
with regina,denise and people!
lol..tui bian tui bian tui bian..
haha..then i went to the ONELOVE conference..
i have to wake up at 7.30 every mornign
and only reach home at arounf 11++
but i miss it! ALOT!
hah..but then i learned a lot of stuff!!!
super fun funfun!
then i went out a few times with friends! :)
and did some projects too..
minus the project part..quite fun luhh...
okay...that's about all..
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING SO SOON
IN 2/3 DAYS!!!!

2010-04-30T22:28:00.003+08:00

i feel so sad.
i feel that nobody cares about my existence.
it has always been so.
they dont look at what i did..
they take it for granted..
take it that i'm transparent..

i feel so sad..
everytime, they hurt me without knowing that i hurts..
i dont want to say it out..
cause it will only make things worse..
i tried..i tried very hard..
but i failed..

i feel so sad that nobody cares and
each time my heart bleeds..
each time my tears ran down..
each time i scolds..
they didnt know..it was because i hurts..

i really feel so sad.
why no one understands?
i really feel so sad..
why no one cares?

2010-04-19T12:01:00.003+08:00

shout it out!!!!!!!
was emo-ing that day and then quarreled with family.
hais..but now okay already..
maybe cause we're a family!!
not friemily!
haha
insider joke..haha
anyway, i'm in school now...
life's pretty boring so on one fine day,
graceho decided to come and blog on her blog so dead..
anyway, i have changeed a Cs teacher and then i'm almost bored to death now..
it would be super duper good if these time is used for early release sia..
i prefer to go to church with regina,denise,and people over there!
superrrr funnnn!!!
hah i think church is like the duper funy and exciting plasce ever cause yuo can guess...some....things...
hah you may not understand what im typing about cause i';m pretty much talking to myself
like i always t!

anyway, i bent on jiayo-ing for gladys and gloria.
keep it a secret for me people! and say good luck!

2010-04-08T22:44:00.007+08:00

Grace Ho (7) 2CO History PT 2 ( click on the link below)

http://www.docstoc.com/docs/33386671/history-performance-task-2

2010-04-08T22:40:00.003+08:00

hey peeps! are you dddeeeadd yet??
it has been half a year!
okay not really... it has been 3-4 months since school reopen...
life has beenn okayyy? baddd? goodddd?
haa..dont know!
anyway, so long never come post already..
cause initially wanted to promote the books so have to leave the most recent post as the "promotional" post..so never blogg..
then after that, totally forgot about it le...haha..
anyway, will update soon okay?
cause it's yanling and david's wedding soon!
haha
CONGRATULATIONS!!!

2009-12-03T14:53:00.006+08:00

i have become the sales rep of goody books.
which is books from Low Kay Hwa.
he wrote seven books already.
different touching stories respectively!
they are:
Destiny's Cries.
I Believe You.
You are Here.
Journey.
A Photogenic Life.
To Forget You
Lilith
the introductions are below! Whee!

destiny cries
Destiny Wu, 23, has never believed in true love:
she thinks that true love is when a guy is willing to sacrifice everything for her.
As she is about to end her life on that notion,
she meets Alan Nah.

Alan Nah, 17 , does not know what love is. he does not know how to love someone
for he has never loved anyone before,
until he meets destiny.

when they fall in love, Alan learns how to love,
and Destiny learns how to be loved.

"how much will you sacrificed to save yor loved one?"

I Believe You
Joanna Fung is the envy of many girls:
she studies at a top junior college,
has a girl-next-door look and has good results.
however, deep on her heart, she holds a secret:
she believes that she has a curse. she believed that every bad thing she said will come true.

Jacky Wu is a ideal prince charming: he is good in his studies
and has girls waiting to hold his hand.
he smiles every fewminutes and often cracks jokes.
however, he, too, holds a deep secret.

when their paths crossed, an unexpected romantic stroy takes place.

"what if you have no tomorrow to look forward to?"

You Are Here
Zhou Jie Lun has Everything in his life:
he has a stable career, a loving girlfriend and a good life ahead.
However, when he encounters his teenage first love, Lara wu,
in a coincidentalmeeting, his life changes forever.

he falls in love with Lara again and their romance blossoms.
just when they think that their romance is a testimonial
that a love story can be a simple
"boy meets girl, falls in love with girl andthey live a happily ever after",
Lara starts to act strangely.
her mindset begins to shrink younger every two weeks:
at twenty years old, she cries fo burgers and
play with hello kitty soft toys.

jie lun has to make a choice: either to abandon her and live happily ever after with another girl,
or to stay with her and live in despair ever after.
how far with his love for Lara stretches?
till the end of time, or till the end of his patience?

"how far will you go for your true love?"

Journey
when i was ten, my mother call me "ah girl"
and i had always responded to her.
when i was fifteen, my mother still called me "ah girl" in front of my classmates
and i scolded her.
when i was twenty, my mother still called me "ah girl" aloud
and i ignored her completely.
i know that from her point of view,no matter how old i am,
i will always be the 'ah girl" who calls her "mama".

from my point of view, my mother is just an old woman
in the house who lives with me.
her responsibilities are to make breakfast for me in the morning,
give me money to spend in the day,do the laundry in the evening
and switching off lights at night.
for those things that she did,
she wil have the authority to scold me or ground me.

until one day, she calls me and says,
"Ah girl, i've got cancer. i may die the next six months."

that is when i realise that my mother is more than that.

"what if you have overlooked what your mother had sacrificed to bring you up?"

A Photogenic Life
why must i wear different masks wherever i go?

i am so sick and tired of my life.
who can help me tear away these masks of mine that are lingering in my skin?
why must i play the role of a strong daughter in front of my parents,
a smart student in front of my teachers and
a contented girl in front of my classmates?
why must i keep on telling everyone around me that i am the best,
by putting on the multiple masks of disguise for different people?

this afternoon, i looked into the mirror and realised that i could no longer recognise myself.
my reflection was of a faceless girl,
awaiting the next mask to be placed on.

why are we always trying to pose for the best posture for the camera,
when we know that we can never change reality?

"why are we always trying to impress everyone around us?"

To Forget You
Before i met you, I wondered why all the lyric in love songs were so exaggerated:
why do lyricst create such mushy and
over-emotional sentences?
why can't they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics?
that is plain exaggeration.

Before i fell in love with you, i thought romance novles were just so silly:
why would a person cry for another person for hours?
how could a person wait for his lover for years?
that is plain silliness.

before we became a couple, i thought romance novels were stupid:
how could a person love another person so deeply that i became an obsession?
how could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life,for his lover?
this is plain stupidity.

when i realised i had fallen so deeply in love with you,
i finally understood that songs,
novels and movies are just reflections of life,
inspired by the writer's true stories.

because when i decided to end out relationship,
i realised our story mirrors a long song that i once heard,
a novel you once read and a movie we once watched.

"what if you are forced to forget your true love?"

lilith
in the oxford School Dictionary,'justice' is defined as
'being just : fair treatment'

Bullshit.

In my dictionary, justice is not about giving that terrorist the death sentence.
In my dictionary, justice is not about jailing that rapist.
In my dictionary, justice is not about punishing that boy who bullied the girl.

In my dictionary, justice is about fighting for yourself; just yourself.
In my world, Lady justice doesn't do her job; i do her job.

If i am born as a deer, i wil hunt and kill tigers.
If i am born into a poor family, i will rob the wealthy of their riches.
If i am born without legs , i will break everyone's legs.
if i am born hearing impaired, i will slice off everyone's ears.

that is Justice.

my name is Lilith Ng and i am HIV-positive.

"how will you fight back the unfairness bestowed onto you."

if interested, please email to hoyuanen.g@gmail.com
he's singapore's bestselling author.
and the books are not the kind that are damn thick.
touching stories that can fill your time on the train!

2009-11-20T19:48:00.002+08:00

I'M ANGRYYYYYYYYYY!!! roarrrrrrrrr
my sister just drew sth at me
when i just look at her?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!
and IT'S METAL!!!!!!!!!!!!
how could she...
i'm pissed..
ruined my good mood..
sososososososososososs
what what what what what..
COOL..CHILL..

time passes..................................

okay..
so i shall start my post now..

19 november,thursday

left house>bus-ed>train-ed>bus-ed>car-ed
whoo 3 mode of transport..
4+walking..
haha
then reached ellis' hse..
then we started to play?
abit..
then tried to memorize our scripts..
then GRACE ho which is meee
managed to memorize it like super fast..
haha
then we tried to tape it.
take 1 2 3 action!
lol..we had many NGs.
thanks to someone..
called wna ciah..
lol
and we laughed a lot..
haha
oh ya! cause it rained like super heavy..
then ellis' room and her sister's room flooded..
and their floor is wooden..
that's so crazy!
and water dripped from the rooftop..
no electricity so can't film=disastrous..
hah so after that ellis' dad kind of fixed everything..
and we completed our filming and did some after works.;
yipee! BUTBUTBUT we tried to see it on the comm
but it can't
s0oo it means that we may have done everything in VAIN!
may have to do eveything again!
NONONONONO
way
i pray seriously that we don't need to do everything again..

20 november, friday
firstly,
let's put our hands together and sing
our dearest denise a happy birthday song..
yeah!
happy birthday to you.happy birthday to you..
............to denise!
lol cut short..
haha
but with the most sincerity yeah!
okay so went to celebrate denise birthday today!!
yeah first went to buy denise birthday present..
it's not not not insincere..
we are very sincere!
cause our present is chipped with other friends..
so couldn;t give her today
then we bought a small thing cause we already got a present..
we=me+regina..
the royal family..
haha
so it's mini toons sweets put inside a very cute bottle..
i took a picture...
then we played.risk..
basketball..
badminton..
and presents time..
then we went home..
SHIT
i deleted ALL MY PHOTOS!!
arghhhhhhhh

2009-11-17T01:27:00.002+08:00

hey! im back..
i know its "early"
you know only 1.27a.m.
i wake up to blog..
ya RIGHT!
haha..actually....
i haven't slp.
i was reading a book.
a chinese book at that..
but it was so nice!
or maybe cause im weird...
and i was laughing as i read.
mum who walked passed..
looked at me with the
(what's wrong with you) look
made my laughter even worse..
haha
well it's a love novel...
it was suppperrr!!!
hha..actually i like to read chinese books,
just that i was lazy to go find..
haha..and
i like to read at night..
on my bed..
with the blanket covering my feet..
and the wind blowing at me..
so i read finish the chinese book in three days..
or rather night...
so ya..
on of the night i even read until 3am..
see that? im vCRAZY!
lol..

im hungry..
but it's late and i dont want to be fat..
like seriously..
not like i have much self control over my diet..
that's the reason for my size..
ok la,to be honest, im not slim..
but im not fat right? right? right?
SAY YES!
im threatening....!!
haha..wanted to drink some milk..
BUT
remembered that "someone" says milk is especially
fattening at night!
i wonder how truth is it..
but cant bring myself to go and drink..
well we'll see:) haah

you may ask why in the middle of the night
i on the comm just to type this post..
that's because im excited!
not because of tmr's funfair
but cause i just finished the chinese book..
so im excited..
you see. this is how crazy i am!
lol
i need to type it out..
or i need to laugh it out
cause the ending was great
but not that great cause it ended..
okay..now i can go to slp.
haha GOOD NIGHT!

2009-11-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

ohohohohohohohohohohho!!!
merry christmas!!!
NOT...
lol..went out with DENISE
REGINA
ENYU
TIMOTHY
CINDY
today!!!
oh! not forgetting kai ling jie who left us halfway.
or maybe 3/4 way:):)
so at the afternoon, we went to
marina barrage to fly kite..
lol i think its my first time..
cause i really cant remember if i had fly a kite before..
AND i was plain retarded when trying to fly the kite..
it was so fun and -ny..
lol
meaning fun+fun+ny
=fun+funny
lol
ok after that we went to eat dinner at city hall to eat dinner..
i at beef pepper rice..
piping hot..yum yum:D:D:D:D:D:D
afterthat

we went to marina square to bowl!!!!!!
but a company booked all the lanes so cant play..
but we felt so like bowling that me,
regina,denise,enyu and timothy went to kovan
to BOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know i live in like tampines
regina-lakeside
enyu-bukit timah
timothy-seng kang-
denise-bishan-
the last two very near lorhhhhhhhh
hahahah but it was fun fun fun!
we played two games
started at 8.30 and ended at 10.
its was almost addictive..
i had the urge to play 3rd rounf
HONESTLY!
and the second round, i got the highest!
socre of 105.
okok not very high but highest among the 5 of us la..
then the first round, regina got the highest.
she got 98:)
i only got 58? yeah
and others got like -------------------
lazy to say all..
not that i can remember though:)
and im bushed:D
tired..reached home at like 11.15pm
feel like sleeping but yet feel like watching a show..
hmmmm..well..

2009-11-03T19:27:00.001+08:00

oh well,i have not posted for like how long..
i dont know..haha
so long that my account is inactive now..
and i have NO IDEA what i can do..
so i hope this very first post after so long,will revive my very dead blog:):)

2009-10-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

opps..im inactive!
not! actually just lazy to post luhh
didn't know that it will be like that..
haha

2009-09-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

wooh..its THURSDAY~
already..lol..went to malaysia on monday and tuesday..
was dead beat when we came back and then wednesday morning must go sch..
anyway, its was alright its okay..
but but i gt tons o things to do now. but im just not in the mood..
how how?
lollol..hmm..i feel like doing everything else but hw..
and then went to malaysia and i think my taste butt on the last day was like spoilt
cause i bought a suckish thing gome..
hais and now im gonna finish it alone..
cause they say i bought it..hmm..
hais..oh went to eat fish and co on wednesday..
i paid for the gdt asnd sevice charge lol..
sad..haha..and now i really gonna change

2009-08-25T15:16:00.003+08:00

wow..i never kneew i never posted for so long..
i hink its deserted now..
anyway, last week was so hectic and buuuussssyyyy..
fo me.. first there was this health week thingy that its compulsory..
uesday,wdnesday and friday must stay until 6????
but at least it fun for tues and wed..
we did dragon boating and rope climbing..
then thursday was this running thing..that whole class must run 110 rounds of 200m each
sounds crazy isn't?
but its not that bad la..i only ran 1run>) :P
haha..cause i did cup stacking which enable me to have the priviledge to not trun at all..
but faster run finish can faster go home mah..
so we all run..
then we broke the rule of which one time can only oneperson run..
in the end,we run together..
and we can go home!!!
at 5 though..
wanted to go home initially, but went out with ellis,wanchia,deborah and wei xin..
cause its deborah's birthday!!!
wow..so young...haha..we wanted to watch movie;up..
but in the end never..cause too late, then cannot so we ate dinner and go home.
im dead tired when i reached home..
so i slp like a log:)

after which i started to gather my grp to brainstorm about the kou cai thingy..
we are supposed to think of a storyline and write a script of 3000 words..
even more crazy isn't it?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so we started doing..
so hard getting everyone to do stuff..
in the end, from story plotting till final script, i can say that i did most of the work..
more than me the grp leader shld do..and that im able to account to myself..
i was like feeling so hungry and pissed please..
okay a..josephine and jiuning did plotted astory but teacher rejected all of the 3,including mine..
so i need to think of a new story..
after that, i distributed the work..and say that they must send it back to me by a certain time..
and they can ask me if they have any questions..
and that this message is completely IGNORED!!!!!!!!!
my grp has 6 people..josephine is a good grp member..
clare is okay too..the others was like not very good..
but they seems to be those good good girl..the hardworking sort..
in the end, everybody were late..and that 4put of 5 give it to me in english...
okay 3 told me that
they can't type chinese and gave me ample time to help them to translate..
but what im really really pissed and pissed is that the last one who ave me,give it to me in ENGLISH!!!!
WTH..YOU KNOW..SHE'S LIKE ALREADY LATE...
and she gave it to me in ENGLISH!!!!!!
really, and i was like really very stresse out..
or maybe angry also..that i cried..
ou know...and other factors is like hungry,tired..
because of the script,i already slep very late on saturday..
and on sunday,the deadline, she the ultimate one did this to me..
hais sad..
but i really really really really thank god for everything..
really..without him and his grace,i will never be able to do this..
this thigy made me realise that god is always with me and that aftersunday's talk..
i am even assured ..
and that i start speed reading again..after like skipping for how long..
dont know..
anyway,although, im not sure that if the script will be accepted..
i believed that it will be..cause i prayed real hard..
lol and i think i really put effort into it..
i will continue to pray..
but but but, please i pray that even even if it is not, let me still thank god always..
although, god, please let teacher accept it!
thank!!!!!!! ILY

2009-07-30T19:01:00.000+08:00

ohohohohoh..
this week's cca is fun!
or at least i enjoyed it..
yeah:) really..
but..
have to take a picture of the school..
landscape picture..
of what the school mean to you..
hmm..and this tue must hand up..
don't know what to take..
school so big also no use..
hais..
anyway, this week gonna finish le..
my stomach feels weird..
hmm..nevermind..

2009-07-20T19:33:00.002+08:00

we have like..
or rather i have sch together..
there's CS..gym..
and class as usual..
gym was okay..test so no new thing..
CS..we learned web-making..
basics now la..like html code and stuff..
shockingly, i quite enjoy sch today..
thank god..
haha
yeap so hope that everyday will be like today..
hppy happy happy..
lols..hmm..hope i can make many many good friends..
anyway, there's PE tmr..
hais..sian..
sian
hmm..hope no pe sia..
and ther's math test..
i think i gonna go eat lelelelele.

2009-07-14T20:35:00.002+08:00

help..help..
i want to watch K.Oanguo..
i thought the time i waited will be enough for me to watch the whole thing..
until finish..
but it turns out otherwise..
i like liu bei aka xiu..
guanyu..
then okok with the other 5hu jiang
:):):):):):):):):):):):)
oh ya, and sun shang xiang!!
she and liu bei aka xiu so lovely
so CUTE..haha..
their first kiss..
their every action..
is like so.
ahahah..
i want to watch..
and the fighting scene..EXCITING..
one weeek can only watch 1 ep..
arghhhh..i cant stand this..
nononono..
hais..should i watch one week one ep...
or wait for it to store up then watch many episodes?
hmm..hope time passes faster and i can watch them..
school is okay but i hate hate PE..
MT..i quite like it..you know..
maybe cause chinese makes me comfortable..
im just a more chinesee person..
so..yuppp..but some say like chinese double period..
blah blah blah.
i no comments la..
i cant control others also mah..
hmm..really hope tmr and tmr and tmr..
will be better..

2009-07-03T17:29:00.002+08:00

1 week since school reopen..
so far so good..
im still quite sastified with my mind..
haha..miss sia and miss lee went for AYG so relief teacher..
its so cool..
hope they go longer..haha
you know 6 periods a day..one period relief..veryy good..
haha..but math relief teacher teaches..
lol..i miss home econs..
cant help smelling the tasty food that people made..
did i spell smelling correctly?
oh well,life has been so good so far..
ad i changed history teacher,all of a sudden..
kind of weird with the new one..
not that i dont like her but judt has this weird feeling...
i dont know if i should go copper prayer today..........

2009-06-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

whoo..
just 1 min before, i knew my sis is a ASSISTANT COMPANY LEADER!
thats so..cool?
anyway, for one gal who cant hang in there..
its awesome..but og course, ncc is harder..
but well theres still no excuse..
anyway, really respects those who endured
and are still enduring..
anyway, thinking back..
those are really my comrades manx..
lols..holidays are ending soon..
and im damn sad and reluctant
to?
to go back to school..
hais..now chionging my work..
so last minute ah..
abit la..but i dont k=how to do that one..
so getting headache..
also very tired today..
just wanna tell everyone i care..i love you:)

2009-06-04T18:38:00.003+08:00

holidays!!! holidays!!!
hahah..finally..i waited very very very very very very very very very very very very very very long..see..there are 14 VERY..
u have like A LOT A LOT A LOT..
thought i gonna write 14 A LOT right?
but you're wrong!hahaha
but seriously there are a lot..
hais and i havent like really started..
out of 12,i only did 1..
and there was like a report to write..
which eacher say is a tiny mini one..
but i dont think so though..
so so so..went to tampines library to do project..
when we were just about to get serious,
the comm batt went flat then have to find plugg..
but everyone using..wait wait wait..
for almost 1h still no plugg..
walked around the library..
went to first floor then found a plugg..
but at a very weird weird place..
then we thought can use then put the charger..
after that the lady say cannot use..
then we went inside the reading area to finf a plug..
then we specially go ask the counter if we can use the plugg that we found inside..
she say can so we use..
then the women came and say cannot..
then say some crap that we dont really understand what she really meant..
maybe driving us out? haha
so bad..we asked remember?
then i think my comm died on me also..
then now quite messy..

2009-05-26T14:47:00.003+08:00

i just feel like crapping around..
hais..today math was okay???!!!
its was so rush..
so scared that i couldn't finsih manx..
but most importantly, what i am SOSOSOSO gonna do is bio test..
im so going to die..
or i feel i will..
give me wisdom lord!
we wish you a happy christmas
we wish you a happy christmas and a happy new year:):)
see what i mean..crap..
nonsense..
please let the time stop manx..
bubutbut after 3days, i will be the june holidays..
so sorrry for those who doesn't have..
is it a holiday of rest?
if yes, wh are tere so many and soso difficult work to do??

2009-05-25T21:40:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
i feel blocked....
blocked...
theres tests tmr..
and on wed.
and assignments. h/w and projects in june holidays..
so sad..so sad..
my heart feels pain..as in literally..
physically..
hais..at least i can sleep later..i really wanna slack..
i feel the food that i ate is like stucked at the gullet..
or simply just say my stomach is bloated..
math and bio..this week:(((((((((

2009-05-18T14:20:00.002+08:00

im so sad..
so sad..
misssia scolded me for just being blurr..
what can i do??
my mind just flew to somewhere..
i just stone-ed...and she managed to caught it..
hais and thanks to math notes lorh..
didn't put it on my table..
hais sad..
i was actually happy derh can..
cause tmr no need to go school..
but she ahd to ruined it..
okay la..maybe i am also at fault cause im blurr..
but she no need to scold right..
it wasn't intentional also..
anyway, but, i decided not to affected by her:(

2009-05-13T19:03:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey everyone..
i think im gonna flunk my bio test..
gosh..im gonna pray damn hard manx..
i forgot what someone say to me in school that i wanted to post..
but i met hui ting today..
she's like so TALL already..
and im like..
arghh..and she says i didn't grow..
like that lorh..though its a fact...
but i really wants to grow taller..
gone gone..my plan of growing to 164 is gone gone..
sobz..i will work hard? very hard..
lols..heyhey huiting, you make me sad..
you make me very sad..
you make me very very sad..
you make me very very very sad..
lols..the lemo one..
nah kidding..im strong:)

2009-05-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEHJIEH!
you still have 47minutes to the end of you b'day yeah..
though you are outside..
im so sad..lols..
i gt the enrichment program that i want..
statistics and cashflow101..
kays.. some may say it boring but who cares..
anyway, thank god cause some could not get the program they want..
monday have naphfa..
oh my gosh, im so scared...
hmhmhm...sad sad sad sad now.....

2009-04-28T16:24:00.003+08:00

everybody..
i have a confession to make..
its my fault..
i so hate myself la..
why? why?
what were i thinking?
i cant say it..
cant say it here..
i can only tell god
but seriously..
i feel terrible now..
like im so so bad? dirty? full of sins?
maybe nt that strong but just feel peaceless..
hais..nevermind..
shall talk abt something more happy..
the results for posting for the enrichment programmes will be out TMR..
then i will know if i gt the programme i want..
i trust that i will be given..
cause i prayed?
lols..supposingly is today..
but they delayed..
very unfair derh lor..
teachers late can..
when we late for things, they scold us like dont know what..
true they have more things than us..
but they older and gt the knowledge to do the thing that they are assigned to what..
if not they would not get the assignment..
right?
anyway, i gonna go for dance today..
meaning that i have to skip the 9pm show..
the table tennis one you know?
though quite sad cannot watch but im not gonna skip dance
right GRACE HO?
haha..and i do miss playing table tennis and coach..
lols..hope that the dance people will forget abt the youngest opening prayer manx..
lols:) bye..
oh lord, i give all my problems to you manx..
the darkest secret in my heart
the most painful memories..
the most stressful event..
my life, my soul and my test!
In the name of jesus,AMEN!

2009-04-24T22:50:00.002+08:00

ohohoh..hi everone!
im nt dead yet..
lols..so much things happened..
so much that i dont know where to start...
okay..just talked abt today?
anyway, today was quite okay..
except for the history and geoog period..
its 2 period in a row..
for just 1 period,you may stand miss Lai's voice..
but after that its like so hypnotising..
just feel like sleeping..
so boring la..its like monotonous..
then during CE, Mrs chai was like talking abt the problems of the class..
i really did not know what they were discussing..
and im supposed to write something on the paper..
supposingly..it must be related to the so called problem..
ithink..
any way..i could not think of what to write..
so i just scribbled..like N.IL , 0 , cant think of anything and some crap..
oh am i living in my own world and oblivious to my surroundings
or am i just innocent..
just make everyday a happy day?
treating everyone equally?
oh thats so holy..
i mean like tahts like quite difficult?
but seriously, i do not have anyone i hate in the class..
though i may be pissed by some people but it never lasted for more than 1 day..
anyway, i just continue what im doing now everyday?
ok..then today teacher said that a grp of people is like planning a class gathering or sth..
in the botanic garden..
hello its botanic garden..
i was like...ZZzzz..
i dont wanna spend my class outing looking at trees and floewers and all that..
i not a biologist..nor an explorer or sth..
anyway, i dont know..
but Mrs chai said she might bring her daughters along..
that might be the only thing interesting??
anw, i'll see how it goes..
oh ya, 6/10 gathering is a camp..
i wanna go but i have nlike reply them yet..
ok..i go watch starlit le..
my drama craze begun again..

2009-04-08T12:57:00.002+08:00

didn't go to school on tuesday and today
and dance also..
doctor say is stomach flu and fever..
stomach flu is direct translation..dont know correct anot:)
tuesday wake up..like whole body no stength like that..
and had a splitting headache..
so didn't go school..went to the doctor..
now better..but stomach is like dont know what..
no appetite also..
though im like hungry?
okokok..nothing else to say..

2009-04-05T21:06:00.002+08:00

lols..today when going to church..
it rained like dont know what..
whn driving right, the water boomed up..
and covered the windscreen several times..
its like so big la..
then we reached church, it was still raining,
so need to use umbrella...
i was like so retard la...
i dont know how to open the umbrella eh..
its like how ah..how ah..
then my sister gave me another umbrella,
but i still dont know how to open..
then she was like......
nevermind..so she opened it for me..
lols..it had been so long since i used the umbrella.
hahah..tmr gt school again..
feel so sick.......
had a wonderful day in church!!!

2009-04-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

time flies....
i made that decision.
i shall have to stand by it.
i feel defeated..
by myself.
i have no strength..
i dont know what is gonna happen..
it is a decision that i made to overthrow another of mine..
its contradicting..
i really feel im gonna explode..
information overload..
the feeling that i do not know what will happen..
BUT BUT BUT all i have to do is to keep praying..
right!!..
yaya..tmr is vivian's party!!
i dont know whether i can go..
cause i have Bs, discipleship, dance..
i dunno whether i can go..
depends on my dear mentor..
peixian ahma..lols
hahahha..hope i can:):):):)
BS..early in the morning..
hope i can wake up manx..
and dont sleep back..
gonna see regina denise and all again@
hahah..heres another scienceand lang arts project..
hais..is a stress-free school-life impossible??
well..yesh it is..i will have to plead god for help..
lols..
project-free sounds good too right?

2009-03-25T09:40:00.002+08:00

hi all..i feel so aimless..
so lost..
in the sea, i feel so meaningless in sch..
i dont know why..
i just dont feel like coming to school..
wake up so early..
i know its just what i ought to do..but things just feel so haywire..
so different..so weird..
so uncomfortable..
i dont like this..
i miss daddy,mummy,sisssss,louis chua,regina,denise,timothy,and all
whatever lah..just hope time passes like dont know what..i really want to erupt already..
whats in the world happening??
i just cant help feeling moody..kays going..

2009-03-21T01:06:00.004+08:00

im back from NCC annual camp officially..
1day back..i totally miss
the freedom..
the taste of softdrinks..
my beloved bed..
my pillow..
my family..
and and and..you know what..
comm..tv..kays no la..
i mean yes la..eh..okay thats not the thing i miss the most..
anyway, i won't miss all the hw i have now...
tons and tons..but but i really thank god..
when i think back 1week ago,
i was like..howhow..
so many things to do..still gt camp..
going berserk..but god's grace is ever sufficient..
so..though i had not did all yet..but i trust that he will help me..
going to sleep now..
whole body gonna fall apart..
i loves daddy and mummy..opps..
that doesn't sound like me..
oh well..

2009-03-09T12:49:00.004+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLOHELLO
everyoneeveryoneeveryone..
im in school now! we a re late for class for 10 mins!
but computer studies teacher dont know..
hahahahahahahahahahhhh
nevermind abt that..
im sure you all know how long i had not been updating sosososo
you expect a LONG LONG LONG post right?
butbutbut i really cant recall anything but just wants to anounce one thing
which is I LOVE LOL SECS1!

2009-02-20T20:21:00.008+08:00

im going to malacca trip
in 5 days time..
right?
anyway, at first,gt ncc camp as well on monday..
come back the wed gt malacca trip..
was scared cos didn't feel like going anywhere..
but the ncc camp is postponed..
but still theres the malacca trip..
i have lots and lots of things to fret abt..
damn worried manx..
but mum recommended a book..
then i know that god salvage us and give us new life..
at the sme time,he wants us to enjoy it as well..
we can't let the satan steal our joy..
for god wants us to be happy..
we must learn to be happy through god!
im having cramps all over my upper body..
arms and stomach..
cause ncc gt PT.
PHYSICAL TRAINING..
i did 40 push-ups
40 cruches
20 clap thing..
20 superman..
damn tiring manx..and after that when i go home i have to carry
2 shoe box, 1bag of uniform+books
and my school bag..
and take bus,mrt,bus
from newton to tam[ines..
i pity myself..
but thank god i met few kind people who helped me when im abt to drop all of my things..
lucky didn't if not i think i'll cry..
serious..maybe..cause i was very tired cause PT and didn't sleep well, plus pissed off..
and i sand songs all the way..
cool uh..and the uniform looks cool too..

2009-02-14T13:47:00.002+08:00

ello everyone..
today sucks..
went to st hildas website..
couldn't find last year teachers photos..
and the class they are teaching now..
thought they are not teaching already..
thought they somehow disappeared..
got me so worried..
saw that jebera was online..asked her..
turns out that it was her sis that's online..
her name is janellia..quite similar to janelle's name..
then i was quite embarassed..lucky it was on the comm
but if it was not on the comm,i wouldn't make such a mistake right..
after, that i apologised la..then tabita signed in..
i asked her..mrs chu and miss goh are still teaching..
but mc considering if he shld get the degree..
or going to dunman to teach..thats what tabita told me..
whatsoever..so he's teaching minor subjects like ME now..
thinking that theres a possibility that we;ll not be able to ese each other again gt me so emo..
felt like crying..it gt worse after,i went to the class blog..saw the pictures..OMG..
i miss those days..
days that we fought together..
days that we raced togethr towards the finishing line..
days that we played..
days that we joked..
as if we were friends and not teacher and student..
though it was only one year..
for me..
we are 6/10 oh eight!

2009-02-13T23:33:00.002+08:00

okay..you may wonder whyim posting another post
shortly after i post..
its not because im bored..
but theres a thing at the bottom of the entries..
so you might want to see it yeah?
blah blah blah, im gone..
to listen to MUSIC.. byee

2009-02-13T22:33:00.003+08:00

is this the biggest i can go?

anyway HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
woohoo..ms sia has an boyfriend!
okay thats not very bombastic..
ms lee is engaged!
here everyone goes duhh..
they might be lovey dovey now with their LOVE..
or maybe tmr?
yupp..but valentines day can be spent with friends too alright..
so someone like me has to be contented with this arrangement
now..not that i dont like it ah..
dont get it wrong..
dont be sensitive either..
i treat all my friends as gold..
or do you all want silver..
today school was okayyy
i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i
am am am am am am am am
happy happy happy happy happy happy
am i??????????????????????????????????????????????

2009-02-11T17:53:00.002+08:00

okays wait..i have STM..
i forgot what happen these few days already..
let me rewind abit..
okays sth abt monday..i look at the wrong day
and ended up wearing the pe..
but was lucky didn't get booked..
you know wear wrong uniform also must get booked one you know?
so ke lian..but i used jacket to cover up :p
and then theres was the peranakan grp discussion..
we had quite an argument on the topic..
we agreed on history but different scoop of history..
then we went on and on..
before that angeline and charmaine was doing their RBWs things on facebook..
what the hell la..wasting everybody's time..
cos i was like not in the mood to stay back..somemore gt alot of HW then gt history test
on tuesday..so had to study..but they were like there doing their own stuff and wasting mine and jessica time..such inconsiderate people..
then after that,angeline hit me on the nose with a tennis ball..
intentional or not..i dont want to think..
dont want to guess..
nor i want to bother..
after that,daddy was near there and he came to fetch me!
its takes 10min to fetch me home..
but if i take bus and mrt i will take like 1h..
so different..okay i talking stupid stuff..
everyone knows that..
on tuesday, theres was the history test,it was quite easy..
thank god,i know everything in the test..
i was quite tired..
the went home with pearl..
we were so hyper! yeap hyper is fun!
lols..the today..pearl gt supp..
so went home with vivian..still kinda awkward but nevermind..
i turst that i'll break the ice completely..
if not i'll pray..
and theres PW today..not too bad la..
cos its not very long..but it seems that angeline has alot of comments regarding me..
but its none of my business..
im very forgetful..cos gt STM..
so i dont really hold grudges..just hope that we'll have no more frictions..
and tmr gt NCC..PHYSICAL FITNESS TEST..
oh my! i can't stop to think abt it manx..

2009-02-08T11:45:00.003+08:00

yesterday outreach was so FUN.
we played photo hunt and games like wacko etc
then told a story with pictures we taken..
its was damn funny cos our story was like so ridiculous..
by the way its about 4 freaks who was born on the year 1915,
1916, 1917, 1918 respectively..
you can go to regina's blog to know the details yeah..
cos she even uploaded pic.
theres one pic that featured a boy and a boy..
FAKE kissing..haha..its damn disgusting..wanted to make the stories..
wath 2 gay and 2 les..but didn't..
cos the guys objected..
told a short testimony and then we distibuted presents..
my grp gt third..theres only 3 grp..
so please lorh..its last..
but nevermind..its the fun that counts..
and its enjoyable day and was sucessful..
i'll look forward to another one ya..
oh ya, i have gt ANOTHER project..science..
and its graded..have to give the first draft to teacher by 13feb..
at first i thought it was this mon..then i was like so worried..
but it turned out that its this friday..
but anyway..i really need oceans and oceans of digestive juices manx..
anyway..i want to live a new life..
a life that god give me..a life that has him as my first priority..
byee..thers church today! regina(queen) and denise and xueying!

2009-02-02T21:56:00.003+08:00

HELLO! everybody lets wave!..
didn't blog like 9 days..
okays..it doesn't seems long compared to the others..
but i think i should update..
CNY! i had a fab CNY..though its quieter this year..
and we had lesser things to play...
cos all the teens..cousins..all play mahjong..
which is like too big for us..but we'll still gt play la..
but its still quite fun luhh..but i didn't get any red packet..
sad sad..someone comfort me..lols
didn't go and visit teachers with cell grp as im sick and have to go aunt's house..
we stayed there..my cousin is so cute..
and he's fat..okay la..not so mean..
he's plump..okay? it doesn't sound too good either..
HW, tests and projects are flooding..
but i can still manage..
though sometimes, i really hate my school..
dont know..its just a feeling..but i think its nt supposed to be like this..
and i dont even know why i has this feeling manx..so though our heart and mind belonged to us..
we can't control it sometimes..so pathetic..lols..
music is fun..much better than primary school..
gym is making my bones and muscles tearing and aching..
math is FANTASTIC..not the teacher..
hahah..gonna sleep..i dont wanna see a panda in the mirror tmr yeah?

2009-01-24T18:08:00.003+08:00

hey lovelys! miss ya so much..
guess that this feeling is reciprocated yeah
im so happy nicole and janelle tagged on my blog..
especially nicole..but that doesn't mean that im nt happy for janelle tagging..
kays..i treat everyone equally..am i？did i?
we didn't contact each other for VERY LONG le..
serious..im serious when im serious..maybe im always..agree?
now,i has this pernakan project that i have to do..
the deadline is at May..but need to alot of things and it covers a large percentage of my lang arts exam!and my grp ia a______________..
50% eh..cannot anyhow anyhow kays..
every assignment and quiz count! cos theres only EOY..
you might find some things in this post abit repeated cos this was a saved draft..
why? its very simple..
when i tried to update ,the laptop switched off cos no battery..
so..so..i didn't update since ytd...
im having steamboat today! this our very own reunion dinner..
tmr we'll eat another one at ah gong's house..
so we'll eat 2 times..hahah..
hope this year,my father's dide of relatives still has the mood to celebrate manx..
cos you know..grandmother just passed away nt too long ago..
but anyway..im nt grieving anymore..

2009-01-23T19:02:00.004+08:00

kays wanted to update many times..but in the end sth will happen..
like the damn laptop no battery..etc..etc..
let's sum up okay..
i went home with pearl that day.then i lost my whole file..
consisting of everything that the teacher gave us since day1..
then i only remembered when im at aljunied..mrt stop..
so went back to newton to take the file..lucky the uncle help me keep..
if not i die hundred times also no use le..lols..abit exaggerated..
pearl pei me..hahah..thank you uncle! thank you pearl..
oh ya..you know where i left the file? THE SEVEN ELEVEN..
hahahh
and i has this peranakan project then sth happens so pearl and me different grp..
sadzsadz..sobzsobz..lols..and i had quite a headache with my grp..
hais nevermind..
today was quite a normal day..school day at that..
my school never half-day!arghh..but wednesday no need to go school..
seems that i had the better deal?..yeah..sososo..
i didn't go for the gathering today with sixtenners..
is it gathering? or a visit to SHPS..
things were going so badly but i found my love!
kays its a food..its NICE..but it isn't easy to find it..
so im very happy..but abit ex..2 packet for $5..
and theres only 3 in 1 packet..
i really miss 6/10..the freedom we had in our math answers..
the freedom that we had all the while.
during english period..its nowhere near anymore..its out of my reach..
i feel trappd..trapped in this dark dark..place
i dont like it..I HATE IT..
out math teacher..i dont know why i had this feeling that she's.....
i dont know how to say..just has this feeling..
okay all for today kays..happy CNY everyone..
hope i aced all my tests! yeah i will..lols..loves ya

2009-01-17T12:58:00.003+08:00

its SATURDAY!
al last no need to wake up so early..
i had an fall ytd..hurt my knee..
in SCHOOL..the school shld be responsible..
lols..no larh..i hurt it myself one..
i so stupid you know..
the water cooler is erh abt only 5m?
to the classroom..and i fell!
then injured my knee..
thank god,its not very serious and i didn't hurt my head...
but when i bend and straighten my leg...will pain
pearl went with me to the toilet to sort of clean the wound..
she thought i will cry...
oh gosh,pearl,im nt that fragile as i look..
so you haven know me enough..lols..
still haven know my class enough yet..
and haven familiarise with the people..
im a person slow at heating up..but once im heated up..
im unstoppable..try it please..
cos im sick of the awkward silence everyday..

2009-01-14T19:47:00.003+08:00

school has started since dont know when..
wake up very early in the morning then study,go home..
the cycle just go on and on..until the weekend..
then it starts again..
starting to wonder the meaning of life..its so boring just to live to study..
to play..after playing and studying,what do you get?
okays..a bright future..then? what happens?
anyway..glad that i at least has one friend in SCGS..
and she's pearl..you know pearl found in the clam..
dont know if anyone calls diamond,sapphire,ore..
lols..studies..i love math the most..enjoys math lesson the most..
i kinda find it hard for lang arts cos i sucks at it..and history is kinda boring..
but anyway i'll try to study it well?
yupp..but one thing i like abt lang arts class..
the teacher..voice..im nt some kind of pervert kays..
just that her voice very sweet and soothing..
so will pay attention..lols..
so sad..thrusday's outing to visit the p6 teachers is cancelled..
was hoping to see the classmates again..
but then again, it kinda saved some trouble for me..
cos my church teacher wanted to brief me on sth on that day..
so trying to figure how to fly here then fly there..
i'm superwoman..and i has tests every tuesday without fail..
had my first text ytd..commonwealth essay
thank god i finished it and wrote like 579 words..
but im scared i'll fail manx..but i'll continue to pray:)

2009-01-02T22:36:00.003+08:00

the first day of school..
new school.new people.new class.new classrooms..
and my dearest classmates..
at the start of the day,i met a girl..call naromi..i think..
then we chatted a bit..just some routine questions..
but we ended up in different classes so we just separated..
oh man,the first person i talked to wasn't in my class..
lols..then after that i listened to the principal,teachers and all..
derh crap..then went to the classrooms..
so im officially in 1GY..so im a gyian..lols..
the first part of the day was like so uncomfortable and weird..
questions marks floating in my mind..and its alot of ?..
im one of the handful who's like in a different world as the others..
cos a lot was from SCGS primary..
but i thank god that i met pearl..yesh PEARL..
lols..i feel so uncomfortable not talking for the whole morning..
cos i can't click with the girl beside me as well..hais..
but i met pearl during the assembly..then our starting line was..
erhh i forgot..nevermind..
she's my first friend but well i think would make more friends..
try as i might..
then we had a bonding time with the seniors and the class..
designed sth..on the mahjong paper..
ts was not vey interesting..
after that i took mrt..all was well on the mrt..
but i waited damn long for the bus..291 again..
i was damn pissed off that i walked home myself..damn frustrated..
a little secret to share..
if you make me angry..kepp me a drink or you know..sth cool...
it might appease me..lols but my temper so "good"..
won't hapen la horh..
here,ending by wishing everyone super duper year..
and able to adapt to the changes this year..
but ibelieved that trust in the lord and he will help you yeah?
kays i too need to pray that i can perservere through 4 years..
in SCGS..cos my house is very far..
and i can't afford myself to be physically tired and psychologicaly tired..kays..
had insomnia..so slept like 3? or 4..i just know its very late then woke up like 5.30?
AM..KAYS..i gt to sleep..if nt faint le

2008-12-31T14:35:00.004+08:00

hah..finally this is just a tempoary skin

cos i really had an headache before..

so i shall do it properly the next time luhh..i haven put the cbox..

cos i forgot my acc so had to make an new one but i dont like new one..

but will make it real soon..

today supposed to go out with friend but had to stay home..

today is the last day of @))*..you know what thats? press shift together with 2008 and you will get that..lol okay..

now i can finaly relax but its just one day or 2..

school is starting and holidays are ending..so sad..

i dont know what will happen in my new school..im now alittle excited, a little scared, a little weird

but i trust that lord will help me yeah? so now i had to go and familiarise myself with things abit..

i dont want to go into the school without knowing anything yeah? kays..

oh ya went to LOL..it was okay..but one good thing is..

im in the same grp as regina..

king and queen must be together derh..you see..

lols...

2008-12-28T00:53:00.003+08:00

im confused..who can help me?..who?who?who?
i don't know what i want..i dont know what i can do..i dont know..
i dont know

2008-12-27T23:57:00.003+08:00

oh kay went to my school to see how i shld go home and go school..
theres really nothing interesting..so skip that part..
went to but uniform at chinatown..then ate a snack..
that i thought of eating before sleeping last night..and even dreamed of it..
such a glutton am i..its was yummy cos you know when you kept thinking of sth and you finally ate it..that alone makes you so happy and makes it so yummy..
my mummy says the clothes at chinatown sucks..cos she was thinking of buying some..
but dropped the idea after seeing the real thing:)
after that shopped around tampines mall and century square cos sis and my father says thay are coming to find us but didn't in the end..but i saw 2 top that i liked very much but..
but i didn't buy..so hate myyself manx..then went home
went out to eat dinner at 8plus close to nine..then come back use comm..
until now..still using..hahax..oh ya..saw joelle blog and her skin is so nice..
so i went to blogkins cos i was long tired of this skin but lazy to change..
then i searched twilight..i thought there would not be any skins..but surprisingly..
i found..there was alot but i didn't see all..over 100 sia..
that proves that alot of people out there likes twilight..or rather loves twilight..like me..
lols..im so happy..really stephanie meyer wrote a fantastic book..

2008-12-26T12:16:00.003+08:00

merry christmas!though its's LATE..
any idea how i spent my christmas..
first we went to eat lunch..
the restaurant was..erh the name i forgotten..
nevermind la..you know i sotong one mah..
we ate until so ffull that..we could only eat our dinner at 10pm..
can you imagine it..lols..
let's continue..we went to bugis..
woo hoh..there's lots lots clothes,shoes and lastly people..
we had to wait for 3 to 4 traffic light to cross the road..
then waiting that time is like squash between people..
but its was so fun cos we bought lots of things..
and it's all sponsered by my beloved daddy..
i love him manx..i bought a skirt,short pants,long pants,tees,dress
and and a new school bag..its pink..and its billabong..that doesn't really matters but..
there's one thing i didn't though of beforei buy the bag..
my school uniform is blue! pink and my uniform's blue doesn't really match so...
but its too late le..i had bought it anyway..we'll just see how:)
after that we went home..then watched tv..cos its eight to nine..
little nyonya is going to show..so we wait awhile..
then nine we watched little nyonya then muaii dad went to buy takeaway..
and it's all our fav food..lols..btw i love him loads..
my christmas was spet like that..btw..im hot on a book these days.
so im gonna read it now..and it's called THE PACT..by jodi picoult..
oh ya my school's nearest mrt is newton..which means my sis will come find me go orchard and shop=saving up..muahaha

2008-12-23T23:05:00.002+08:00

21/12/08
went to redhill to perform..its finally the last performance..
things went on smoothly that day..
it was so fast..at least faster than the rehearsalsssss..
23/12/08
went out with rebecca,you xuan,tabita and freda
to watch twilight and bowl..
it has been so long since i just bowl!
im not very good at it but i dont mind you asking me out even you're a pro..
lols..we had a great time!played 2 games..
my score did improve..hah..im gifted..lol..
then we take bus to golden village to watch TWILIGHT!
it was awesome..but the book has more details..
how i wish there would be a guy like edward..
loving me like loving bella..
then me and rebecca shop around for awhile..
we met zandra..lols..long time no see..she cut hair..i think..
then we met two secondary girls..they ask us to do survey..
then we do lo..after that we bought sth and gone home..

2008-12-19T22:47:00.003+08:00

hey,guys.i got into SCGS..

didn't feel anything but just three problems..(you can see the post on 18/12/08)

but these are all minor and just involves me alone..

and with effort ,i believe i can suceed..

but now..

kays today went to SCGS..its huge and good..

the principal's talk was uninteresting but..

well, at least i expect sth from the school after i got in..

academic achievements and friendly people..i think..

just an personal feeling..

didn't know its a independent school..

the fees are ex..at least..thats what i think so...(this the problem)

but dad let me carry on..

but i dont want to give him such a heavy and big burden..

he's my dad..i love him..

i feel sad if he works too hard..

me,sisters and mum are really 幸福..

really..though we aren't filthy rich but really..

my daddy is super..

considering the amount of "extra" things we have..

that others don't have..we're lucky and blessed by god..

i really thank god for all..my family..

the fact that i knew him just when i was born..

though when i was still a baby,i didn't do anything particular..

to get close to him(but going to church is a must must)

he has already planned for me and took care of me..

though i may have obstacles and diffculties in my life..

but all these are just to make me grow up..

and most importantly,in him..

he has also accompanied through all those though times..

and also my sisters and mum..

they are an listening ear to me..and a good helper..cos im quite gundo..

2008-12-18T14:16:00.002+08:00

hies 大家好! lol im back ya..today is the posting result day..

im posted to singapore chinese girls school SCGS..

i seriously need to make new friends..

cos i dont think anyone i know is going there..

and im damn scared derh you know..

firstly is the inter personal relationship that bothers me..

then im scared that im not able to cope with the studies in sec school..

then i scared that i will leave the house very early and comes home very late..

its not what i want..

i loves my home and my family..

though up to this moment, im still relatively relax..

but somehow..i feel uneasy.

im scared that i will regret..any its too late..

oh god, please help..i cant do this alone..

2008-12-15T15:39:00.007+08:00

me and anqi:)

me alone

my sister's hair-do..didn't take myself but hers:)

2008-12-15T15:24:00.005+08:00

13/12/08

theres a christmas gathering today..my cell group one..

kays know it was an early one..for christmas..

we had..fun?..i took photo with a cutecute girl in my cell group.

little girl..im old..lols..

14.12.08

went to chruch and had rehearsal..

we made our hair and put on make up..

hah..forgot to take photo..you are never gonna see me like ytd..

the make-up was too exaggerated..in my opinion..

15/12/08

aunts says they are coming but..

its so long le..they still haven come..

dont know what happen..

cute cousins are coming..

my cousins are cute btw..

cos they have me as their cousins...

they should be not too bad right?

hahaha..praising myself..lols

2008-12-10T14:47:00.006+08:00

im boreddd..you can see it by the fact that im doing the quiz below..
and this quiz is saboed by dear rachel..rachel bea..haha..

lets get started..before its too late..

first thing, rules and regulations..

1)each player of this game must start off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself

2)people who get tagged needs to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/litle known facts about yourself as well as state these rules clearly

3)at the end,you need to sabo 5 people to do this quiz and state their names clearly

4)no tagging back:P

ABOUT ME

1)likes watching tv

2)likes wathing hong kong series

3)likes using the comm

4)likes to play..

5)likes to be with my friends..best friends,church friends..

ALL ALL ALL

6)am a chrisrtian

7)loves my family

8)loves eating..any tasty,delicious food..

9)love myself

10)last one finally, loves my class..sixten08..haha

im so nicenice so i shall not say anyone but you are free to do it..

by all means..

none of my business yeah?

2008-12-03T12:44:00.002+08:00

just came back from two church camp..first one, it was a 4day camp at church then second,was a 2 day one night in east coast..my two legs are aching like siao..cos we went cycling..and that i VERY long never cycle le..lucky still remember..hehe:)we also played water bomb..we threw it at each other..everyone was wt with sea water and sand..lols..i think the worst was..hmm..denise..haha..then we went to bath..me and regina short cut or bathing time and method..so we bath or sort of bath..er..what im talking abt..understand?..in any case, it was funfunfun..and we slept in tents..i slept with denise and yi lin..yay mummy is coming back from taiwan today..dont know what she will bring back yeah..lols

2008-11-23T19:15:00.008+08:00

eh..saw that i was tag to do a quiz by joelle

but been busy with the funeral so..

i think its overdue by dunno how long..

so i WONT do it..

though once you're tagged ,you cant refuse..

okayy..today is finally the end of grandma funeral..

we shall lead our life as per normal(putting in our best effort)

we dont need to listen to the noisy,irritating buddhist scriptures(no offence)

i gt my psle results..a little dissapointed cos..

i think i might have done better if....

but nvm..its too late to regret..no offence to those who get very bad..

but i didn't get very good too..

now schools..i dont know..

my scores aren't very high..so..

yeah..we'll see how..

2008-11-21T00:21:00.003+08:00

yep i gt my results..i was feeling a little anxious in the morning then noon,it increased a little then when i was getting my results i was like what im gonna to do..but not that anxious that i will cry,faint or whatever..
i still dont know what school to go..
you know right i made a prayer to god
saying that if god wants me to go into
this particular____________school..
then let me__________..that means what i says will come true..
but i dont know yet..
funeral until sunday..so not going to church..
thats what mum and dad says..
but you cant trust it totally..
you know adults are not trustworthy..
lol..its just that they change their words
too frequently and speedily..
knowing that not going to church doesn't
make me as happy as i think i will be..
i dont know why..
and today's funeral is in the buddhist style..
cos my grandmother is not formally a christian..
then my dad's slibling wants it in the buddhist style..
then some monk or nun..whatever la..
chanted something..it was freaking noisy and irritating..
but we cant do anything but to listen..
hais..but we didn't participate in anything but just be there..
and attend to the guest and help lo
i am sooo sooo tired..
cos i slept so late and woke up so early and walk around..
so i got to tug my blanket..ZZZzzzzz..byee

2008-11-20T09:11:00.002+08:00

im gonna get my results in ant 2-3 hour time..

im getting to feel a little nervous..

though im not sure if this will continue or even worse multiply..

i know that i shouldn't be nervous cos..

the lord is with me and his grace will be upon me..

but im a human..a walking human..

though im not sure if the soul within me is awake..

i dont think i can post in the next few days about the result i get

the feeling i had..but i dont think i will have any big reaction..

cos....

my grandmother just passed away..

and when i see her corpse..guess what!

i feel nothing..just hope that the closer family members can dont be too sad..

but i think thats difficult..

i think maybe cos im not close to her..

or i believe i will meet her in heaven(by god's grace)

cos she suffered one stroke at first then one side of her body was paralysed..

then she had fever..she lies in the bed..

i dont know whether shes conscious..

before long,she had her second stroke then she passd away..

though i dont know whether she's has believe in christ

when she was conscious but couldn't open her eyes..

i seriously hope that she had been touched by jesus and had believed..

though i'll nvr know until the day i die..

2008-11-19T15:23:00.004+08:00

anxiety and nervousness slowly crept in as the day drew near
yeah im like that
slow to things,no feelings until that very last moment..
is it good? dunno.maybe barh..
long time never see my school mates le..
dont know whether im remembered yeah?
after the day that i get my results..
we'll go separate ways..though the time we had spent together are short
and im rather passive but it'll always be a very important part of me..
in the past,for now and the future..lols..
im rather rational so i guess i wont cry..
skipped skit rehearsal ytd,i regretted..
hais but what done couldn't be undone..so..
hais..the more i think of it,the more i feel i should'nt have skipped it..
joined facebook so must add me kays?
and wish me good luck..keep me in your prayers

2008-11-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

yeah!My CUTE CUTE cousins came today but went home..sob sob..lol..today walk a lot cos my sis changing phone so lotsa tings need to be done..finally over..

lotsa people kept asking what is tomorrow..

and many people say tomorrow is..

when night is gone and dawn comes..

anxiously lying on the bed waiting for tommorow to come..

to only discover tomorrow is gone-theres only today..

2008-11-14T15:58:00.002+08:00

ABC: heard of ulcer?
DEF: of course..you take me as a fool?
ABC: then have you heard of ulcer in the throat?
yes i have ulcer in my throat hence these few days has been torturing..
it hurts when you eat...when you drink..
even when you swallows your saliva..
i loves drinking water so you can imagine how difficult it was for me.
i pity myself..
lol..thank god it is now more or less cured..
thats why im posting..
wednesday mummy birthday..
we celebrated of course..
but the present is still not ready yet..
sound insincere yeah?
cant blame us..she's not in need od anything
though girls never get enough of everything
but we really had no idea what to get her so..
its late..but better late than never right?
we sang her a birthday song then..
daddy pecked her on her cheek..
we asked one you know..
then we took a picture..
lol..but the cake was not very good..
im sick of it cos cell grp always buy..
but nevermind..told my sis to not buy that but..

2008-11-08T23:14:00.004+08:00

hhheeeyyyy..im so tired now..just had our spring cleaning though its still not spring yet..im in my bed now,using the comm.my older sis was using it but she want to go bath o she let me use awhile with an extra condition attached: i must blogg sth abt her and she will spot-check my bloqq(must tag oh my dearest sis..if not you'll shall see..haha..just to explain why she bath so late is we were throwing things out and changing the arrangement of the furnture..i also just bath:)i had not blogg abt my family before here..but they are really my dearest loved..wow..i didn't know i was such a mushy girl..its not very a actually but when some things are said from your bottom most of your heart,you will somehow feel shy?embarassed? whatever..okayy,weird..my father derh most perfect guy on earth..the model husband..derh model father..my mother is more in..i think so..but she's a person with her own rules..once you make her nerves raw,you'll get it..now my older sister...she's derh person im most likely going to pour my woes with..she's has many friends and out-spoken with others..this what i wish i can do(be out-spoken with others) im damn quiet with others except my family and mother-side relatives..i dont know why or i know why..nvm im not sure why..my younger sis is firerce but she has her own way to show her concern..she's most likely at home with me and my older sis comes ome late..well she had her own world and i know my younger sis will be like that too when she grows up..and in that time,i think i'll probably be very very lonely though i have always tried to open up to others..i love them sooo sooo much

2008-11-05T12:42:00.003+08:00

hey! i pon school AGAIN..hehe..everyday also like that so no surprise yeah?..but today wu lao lao called but my mummy took the call..she ask me to go school and give her the travel form immediately..i was still sleeping at that time..then my mum wake me up and scold me lo..dunno what wu lao lao say to her..in the end,i went to school to just give her the form..though its what i should do in the first place but thank god my house is near if not i surely would go crazy derh somemore so early..haha..dunno whether i shld go out on saturday..hais..im always in a dilemma

2008-11-01T23:05:00.006+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! im damn touchy now..shld put a danger!!! sigh..i dont know why..today went to swim..swam for 3 hour..long time nvr swim sia..now vey tired..or maybe old already:)then my sis irritate me or dont know what triggered my nerves..so know here i am venting all my frustration here! IM NOT IN HE MOOD TO POST NOW COS I CAN KILL..HAHAHAHA..I CAN EAT YOU..NOW..i needa put out the fire within me..maybe will delete this blog or have a total makeover..so bye everyone..

2008-10-31T15:25:00.004+08:00

hey everyone,im gonna be back in school..first thing,i kinda miss school a little..dunno..maybe it has became a part of me:) second thing,my dad ask me what i had been doing at home luhh..so if you see me at TAMPNES ST 81,ST HILDA's primary school..dont be surprise..whatever..i didn't go to school on thursday too.theres a baking lesson..i wanted to go but my desire to sleep overcomed me..sorry to those who i told them i would go..this time its for real..dont worry kay..today,i woked up at 10am..for me its quite early le cos i slept very late..laid on the bed at 1am..then cannot sleep..then dunno when i slept..i was awaken by my alarm clock cos i intended to wake up early and my sis who was abt to go school..my sis are having her holidays mow but she went back to schol to see which class she gonna go..she gonna be seprated from her friends but im sure she would keep the friendship on going..now my younger sis is sleeping on the bed..its so nice to sleep..you would not think of anything..its so nice to be ignorant,young.its happier..

2008-10-27T18:29:00.004+08:00

supposed to go malysia ytd but granny in hospital then nobody had the mood to go so nvr go..but never mind luhh..theres this sing for you thing yesterday..the youths are singing..they might be producing a cd if they had enough money..i dunno!and i hold no responsiblity if they dont yeap!..i want to hearhearhear them sing but the teachers dont let us..no choice...today..nothing really worth saying so i shall not say..

2008-10-24T16:49:00.006+08:00

i didn't go school today again..haha..its so bored in school..basically wasting my time there..so perhaps i wont go unless theres some important things going on..if derh dowager in my home agrees..ha-ha..ytd i went to school..then teacher brought derh class to the computer lap..we went there to play la..okok..go computer lab of course play computer..im being retarded..the thing is if we went there to play computer,why cant we play at home?you get the point..nvm..its all right..i found out something a few days ago which was quite shocked or er disgusted? but now theres no feeling le la but just for your infomation..ok here is the thing..you may refer to my post on 181008..i made some muffins..the milk that i added into the mixture had EXPIRED!lol..my sister who ate the muffins with me didn't know eh..i wont tell her too..unless i wish to die..haha..okay..now im going to go watch hot shot..byeee

2008-10-19T22:27:00.005+08:00

its sunday! for someone who knows me you would have know i had came back from church too!i had my service, then practised for the CCIS performance..we're going to sing! its quite a nice song..i like the chorus..then went to geylang and eat our dinner..geylang has nicee food..in case you dont know which i doubt so..okay..we ate until very full..im home now..taiwan had finished showing the legend of the brown sugar chivalries..but singapore still had not sale the disc..so slow..so siaanx one lorh..sometimes i just hate this...btw i learnt sth today..er no..its i heard sth today which i found it quite er intelligent..or it sounds full of wisdom..whatever la.. the thing htat i heard was everyone will meet one set of triplets at least once.first, you will experience LOSE, then you will have REGRET.lastly,you will then learn how to CHERISH..very intelligent right?

2008-10-18T23:25:00.006+08:00

let me give you an account og my day, 181008.

181008 derh the number seems weird yeah?

basically theres nothing special,i stayed at home

i woke up quite late cos i slept late la..okay its crap..

then i made some muffins!some more blueberry one you know..

cos usually is my sis make for us__my younger sis and i just waitwait

my older sis make then we eat...haha like very lazy horh

so today was our first attempt la

we were so idiotic..first we made the mixture then cannot find the oil..

in the end we used other kind of oil to substitute vegetable oil..whatever oil we found la..

then we were nt sure of the quantity of oil and milk we are supposed to add in

so we give our sis several calls respectively

when we finally suceeded in mixing all the ingrdients into derh mixture....

we found out that even though we pre-heated the oven,the oven was nt even hot!

WE WERE BIZARRE

we were sure we did the right thing..

we tried tuning some of the buttons?the temperature,the timing,the place that was heated

but to no avial..hais

we gave up after some time cos we were really hungry..you know we didn't eat lunch..

as i has said we woke up late..

i went to watch the tv while my sis went to study..

you know her exams are approaching..

after awhile,my sis discovered where went wrong..

WE DIDN'T EVEN ON THE SWITCH..

see, we were idiotic right?

in the end we had hot and crispy muffins though it was abit charred..

it was still edible and quite nice you know..

after all that we went to play badminton to burn off some fats..

it was fun and we were sweating like crazy..

my sis complained of stomach ache after the badminton playing..

then she say its my muffin's fault..

be the judge, how can she say that,i also ate it..

but im well and alive..she also say quite nice one lo..

okay its the end of my story,byeeeeee

P/S maybe will add a picture later

2008-10-17T16:11:00.004+08:00

its friday!five days since i just bloqq..you cant blame for that you know..thereds nothing to bloqq and i dont feeli like it..today,got cell group,have to prepare..anyway theres nothing interesting today la..no point talking abt it too..lastly ,my mum went to simei for her phone thing then she say the store attendant say next week maybe will have the legend of brown sugar chivalries..its maybe..i was excited at the begging but after that i was scared that they will say dont have when its next week.i will be sorely disapointed..hais..am i boring all of you?well i dont really am oblige to make all of you excited right..

2008-10-12T23:02:00.005+08:00

its such a boring day for me manx! today went to eat lunch,church,eat dinner and shopp..i left home at 11am? yeah 11am..then went to eat lunch..at most its 12.30 when i reached my church..had my service on the 3rd floor...then had to wait for my mum and sis..guess when did i left the church?i left the chuch at 7 or later..whatever la..i cant believe i rot there doing nothing for so long! then after that,went to eat dinner..the food seems nice..it really seems nice but it sucks!After forcing in all the rubbish into our stomach,we went to buy shoes.my sis took damn long sia.and she only bought 1 pair!while my mum bought 2..the same time,the same shop,but my sis bought 1 and my mum 2..it just goes to show how long my sis takes to buy i pair of shoe..its really very long lor..lucky ate an jelly bean ice cream to pass my time..after all the things that we needed to do,we made our way home..haven do the class pub and the anti drug thingy..you cant blame me kay,i didn't go school and i had no idea how to do it!..i checked for my the legend of brown sugar chivalries part 2 everywhere i go,but dissapointment was all that i found..hais..sad..

i want my the legend of brown sugar chivalries part 2!!!

2008-10-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

im damn emo today..im really in no mood to do anything except crying..crying just for the sake of crying..i dont even know why i feel like crying..i just suddenly feel ssssooooo sad..i wish to hug everyone i see but i cant..i dont know wwhy..really really really..and im nt usually a emo person..

frustrated

2008-10-10T10:33:00.004+08:00

can you belive that its over???psle is over!!!okok,i know its been one day but just dont feel like blogging ytd cos comm was damn lagg..now can dont need study,everyday play play play.but everyday like that will get bored the mah..nvm..hais..i want to get my results if not i will have a weird werid feeling yet i dont want to get my resluts..hais..how ironic..you may ask what i have been doing lately(you dont want to know also must read worh..dont be choosy)i have been study during the psle period..okok..its understood..post psle,i have been crazy abt a show..you wanna know?you wanna know?the title is the legend of brown sugar chivalries..its nicenicenice..it can be found on youtube but i prefer to watch it on the disc cos have more feel mah..then the disc righ only part1 has come out..hais why everything also must wait..midnight sun must wait..the legend of brown sugar chivalries must wait..psle results also must wait..i dont want to wwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttttttt

jumbo of everything.phone was weirdy..

2008-09-04T22:10:00.009+08:00

hey,gals! you will never never know how much i love and cherish you all.really.this are my truth words.. i think im really slacking alot recently or maybe not recently but everyday so i think im gonna stop blogging until PSLE or i wont post so often.will you miss me? lollol..oh ya wanting to show all of you a video.its was quite long ago but always forgot to er post it.so im posting it now.please watch it okay?the video goes like this:a family reared a lion when the lion was young.it was allowed in america or the more western countires.not sure where was the place la.nevermind:) somewhere aroung america. the lion growed and the family could no longer keep it as it too big.They send it to the forest/desert in africa or somewhere in africa.(again somewhere)sorry for the lack of info.you will understand beter if you watch the video la.there are trained people there to look after the lions.the video shows what happens when the family went to look for he lion.

ok enough of the video..i will post it at the end of this bloqq.. or somewhere of this bloqq

today went to school for supp again..its seems like a routine..yea today was the last supp for the sept holidays! i can sleep longer..ytd night, i put some stuff on my memory card of my phone then the com ask if i want to format my card ,i foolishly pressed ok,then more then half of my songs are deleted.since more than half are deleted,i deleted all.Then i put a few back in.i will read 1 chapter of the bible from my phony before going to sleep so just like any other days, i pressed the bible but it hang.so it stays on the loading of 'please wait'.it was 1am.i was too sleepy so i went on bed,thinking that it will be alright when i wake up the next day.when i woke up,the phone was still on the page 'please wait'..OMG..so i took out the battery and switched on then can le..when i was walking to school, i wanted to see how much time i have so took out my phone to see the time.i cant unlock the phone! again i took out the battery then switched it on...It happened a few times.it was either hanging or i cannot unlock.i was exasperated.

when i got home, i bathe and eat,then i did an experiment to find out the cause.i took out the memory card then keylock the phone,after awhile,i gt back to the phone and it did not hang and i can unlock it!so its the memory card's fault.hais..im going to change the memory card.once again,i love all of you.

study hard,pray hard,jesus loves you and will answer your prayers.Hes my source of strength and also yours.
.its quite orangey..hehe..the lion is called christian.sorry for any typo errors..loves gracee.

de sleepy piggy logging out..ZZzzz

ps.the upload of the video was long.i mean long thats means is very long..i think thats because it was my first try hope you like it!

lengthy bloqq

2008-09-03T22:29:00.005+08:00

today is so peaceful.......life is the same..........ILY!

i went to school for supp..its was okay but i was abit sleepy as usual.

i realise mrs pig is quite a dedicated teacher just that pupils needed time to adapt..it not that bad after all..

then wu lao shi lesson,its the same,nothing really worth mentionining..its the same just like any other lessons..

after that,bought lunch, went home,eat,bathe,slack abit then mug but unfortunately i slack again..sob sob

i watched a korean drama that was quite touching(i have the disc) actually i watched before but i dont know why i watch.maybe cos that part quite sad..

THE END of today

i wanna talk abit about about ytd....cos ytd forgot to post or no time..

ytd i learned folding of heart with straws from my sis

i learned it before but i forgot so learned again..although i learned before but i took a while before i mastered it..

i so stupid right...while learning,my sister and i fooled around.

she was talking to a friend cos of her relationship problem.(dont spank me ah.sis)

it was so fun cos they talk very humorous..my sis demostrated very fast at the first time.

then after,that she kept making without waiting for me.. i was so pissed off..

i managed to thrash it out with her and she slowed down abit for me..and i mastered it..

muahahaha...

this is the picture of the hearts.didn't make many cos its late..

this bloqq is getting lengthy..i shall end it here..byee everyone...loves

sleepy pig logging offf

2008-09-02T23:04:00.002+08:00

today have chinese supplementary,time passes so fast..eh maybe its really very short..one and a half hour only..lol..nvm..today class supposedly start at 10.30 am one,but i see the form that was under a spell wrongly.(no la..i just kidding.its nt spelled.)i thought it was starting at 8.30am..hais..i woke up at 7.30am then wash up,change into uniform,then eat breakfast.after all that,then i found out that it was 10.30am..WTH..in the end,i slept back again..(drifted back to sleep)ZZZZzzzzz
i simply hate myself.im so slacking.i studied so little.i knew i had to study but i just gave in to temptations! im so dissapointed with myself.im also scared of the PSLE.may the lord's grace be upon me.Today,my sisters and i was babysitting two of my mother's friend children,or rather it was all my younger sis or a little of my older sis credit.surely not mine.i was so touchy cos supplementary have lots and tons of homework and also it was very noisy.my younger sis played with them then my older sis never but at least talk awhile with them. i feel so__________.hais.
i can do all things through christs who strengthened me..

MIDNIGHT SUN! MY LOVE!

2008-08-30T23:38:00.006+08:00

hello!
everyone,im back.its been some time since i just bloqq.well you cant blame me.PSLE is drawing near.still have abt 1 month..its abt..so i have less than 1 month..okay.basically,nothing unusual happened today but there was a draft of MIDNIGHT SUN on stephenie's website!having two conflicting feelings,dunno if i should feel happy,angry or sad.i feel happy cos i can finally read more of MIDNIGHT SUN!but the thing is that,stephenie posted on her wesite that this draft leaking has affected her mood that she could not carry on writing it so writing of midnight sun would be put on hold indefinitly..hais(:
prelims are over..okay,i know i am a bit slow or may be very slow.but still thank god for being with me.although i did not done exceptionally well,but at least i improve for some subjects..but i wish that that i can do better for my PSLE.please keep me in your prayers and of course, i will pray for the wisdom,peace,grace and bessing from my GOD,my almighty,..gluck for everyone around me taking their PSLE or even some taking their other various tests or exams..
lastly,i wish everyone who comes to my bloqq joy and peace from the lord.

byee,loves,gracee,the sleepy pig....

sadness....bluey mood....

2008-08-26T22:13:00.005+08:00

am i needed?nothing will happen if im not here!NOTHING!my presence does not affect anyone! why? why? why? what had i done? i had done nothing! i feel so hurt...i feel so scared and lonely...whats the point of all this?

wounds that had healed,doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt....

ordinary blog

2008-08-22T16:59:00.005+08:00

so sian..dont want to go tution..hais..it just another day..nothing special nothing unusual nothing extraodinary..just another ordinary girl and an ordinary day..lol..anyway today prelims over le..kind of feel that is not too bad having exams as long as i dont get the results..isn't? i feel so empty..my life isn't the same..something had left..what the meaning of it?i dont know..do you?

ORAL!ORAL!ORAL!

2008-08-13T18:49:00.004+08:00

hi everyone!im back..PSLE coming soon sia..it all seems too fast..how i wish i have 1 more year.but dont get the wrong idea,i dont wanna stay back worh.tmr and the day after is oral le leh..damn scared sia..may the god's grace be upon me..haha.im well,alive kicking.i cant say the same about you! lol..i have read finish twilight,new moon eclipse and breaking dawn quite a while le but i still miss it very much..no difference between the first day and now..hais..i am anticipating midnight sun..(just to let you know midnight sun is the book that is from edward point of view..hais think still gt damn long la..i miss it alot..hais..i love edward alice jasper and bella..urghh..i gonna go crazy le..beore going crazy, i shall go eat the muffins my sis baked..dunno edible anot..haha..go mugging le...ZZZZzzzzzz

2008-08-01T22:50:00.004+08:00

im here again!prelim ORAl over...puai!13TH AND 14TH PSLE oral..must continue to pray..been curious about my results but well MC never come then WU lAO SHI never say anything about it but never mind..im nt that curious afterall..yeah!today met up with my church...er i think can be considered teachers bahh..then i left home at 2 then waited for the bus..the bus came at 02 18 then it was packed with passengers then must wait for another bus..there was a pregnant lady who cannot stand the heat then went to hail a cab!the most important thing is that she ask me to join her..i was afraid as i didn't know her hence rejected her kind offer..the second bus came at 02 28!i was supposed to meet them at 02 30 then i was like going to be late!then they are like TEACHERS..OMG..but seriously they are vry nice people so they did not mind la..then we chatted at mos burger then left at about 4 then shop awhile then i went home..yeah!tell you a good news___new moon is available!yea!i am damn excited la..kk buai feeling a little sleepy..

my only addiction

2008-07-29T21:06:00.005+08:00

thousands years since i last bloqq liao!no mood to bloqq you see..first of all,my cousins tied the knot!congrats everyone..they had their wedding on sunday..dunno which sunay but just recently..then im fine..how are you?can sleep..yeah hoo..can eat..piggy..can mugg..blahh..been crazy about the twilight series..there are 4 books dunno gt 5th anot..its a damn nice book..i damn loveit la..recommend it to you all..must recommemnd to others worhh..kidding..its optional..hais but i only read the first book which is twilight la..wanted to read the 2nd one but cannot find then,want to buy no stock..damn bad luck sia..kk must continue to mugg orhh..for everyone who comes to my bloqq..must tagg horh..if not spank your buttock..lol..funny..kidding.. p.s.the first bok is twilight followed by new moon,eclipse then lastly breaking dawndawn..but breaking is going to be published only on 4th of aug..buaii..everyone..muak

in school!

2008-06-26T10:09:00.004+08:00

four days since since school reopens,we changed seats!but kinda like mr chua's arrangement better..this time school reopens eh like so ......kinda feel that im quite a loner hais but its no one faults..well, i have no idea why im so quiet maybe gt PHOBIA..lollol..come to think of it,i was so foolish ,dont know why angry for so long..like that read like very confused right?let me tell you the whole story..be prepared for a grandmother story..it begins when i was four years old..i was in nursery..i had a best friend called lynn..we were always together,playing, talking ,messing around.we stayed like that for two years..theres a gang in our class therefore most of our classmates are in the gang but lynn and i was not inside..in fact, we dont like the gang..we were like opposing party but we were good students ok?dont get the wrong idea..our school never change classes one so we were classmates and bestfriends .but we too were also with the gang.(in the same class)when we were six years old which was K2,lynn suddenly changed sides..i take it as a betrayal act..some more was that it all happened on my birthday..i was damn angry..i kept wondeing why must shebdo this to me?we are all going to graduate soon..why must you choose such a time?why must she lie to me?i went home angrily..since then i ws very ill-tempered during my p1s and p2s..many people did not like me..i dont know why i did that too.hence i did not have any friends in that 3 years..i became very quiet unless with my family,i regained my original self..i would talk , laugh ,watch tv ,play with then like crazy..i love them so much..no one knew this except my older sister but i think she did not take it to heart..lol..feels so much better after typing all out..gtg le teacher calling..

my shoe!

2008-06-19T20:03:00.004+08:00

okok im sry will reply the tags..today went to tution then i was doing my tution hw there right, my shoe the slipper the strap suddenly come off then my sis and i tried to fix it cos my buy dinner later..we tried in vain then we called my mum then my mum asked us to buy..stupid right,we nvr think of buying..lollol..

NO LIGHT!

2008-06-18T21:04:00.006+08:00

hi! everyone im back!give a warm applause..lol..another day had passed..anyway today also quite ordinary..eat eat do work do work watch tv watch tv sleep sleep..but one interesting thing..when my sis and i was watching tv right ,there was a blackout..if it was an ordinary black out then nothing really interesting but when i went to turn up the fuse the fuse went down itself after i pull it up..it happened a few times..lol.then that time only the three of us..my sis called my mum then my dad then our house finally regain brightness away from darkness..lol p.s.it was damn bored when no electricity..the tv was at the climax!

wadeva

2008-06-16T23:55:00.005+08:00

i have a damn splitting headache.my head seems to spins.im so tired.the holidays are ending.it seems so fast like only a month.anyway im busy with work,and watch shows sometimes.i like to watch taiwanese shows and hong kong shows.im watching taiwanese-rolling love,fated to love you,hong kong-forensic heros and catch me now..hmm i gt to rest..Zzzz

yummy!

2008-06-15T00:25:00.004+08:00

today ate a sumptuous dinner with the whole family..we ate lots of things..lala,spicy fish,spicy sotong,beef noodles,shanghai 小龙包,sesame red bean paste...damn nice la..especially the spicy dishes..when my older sis and me eat the 小龙包 cos wery hot then i stuff it into my mouth..it is quite big la..it was damn hot then i like got tears in my eyes like that..after that we went to FAIRPRICE and 铺仓 our way of saying la..it means buying our necessities..cos we always take here take there,buy alot of stuffs..we bought and paid..the bill was $128..our highst bill was like $200 then when we everytime go then my father always joke with us..lol..i still reminisce the food sia..lol.well cannot blame me im a pig..p.s. sorry dont know how to translate 小龙包

crappy

2008-06-13T14:05:00.005+08:00

i went to the sixtenohseven blog le.(answering to your question)but i didnt see the quarreling part on the girl that you say de bloqq.and its nothing interesting to me..i performed on church,singing a song then it was parents day that the church had decided hence we nned to say some mushy words and give a flying kiss after the performance then gues what!i.....did it..well for my parent..

anything

2008-06-12T16:43:00.002+08:00

theres one more week or so to school repoens!can see all of you again!you ask me why nvr post..cos sometimes nth to write mah..cant blame me..these few days very quiet mah..i have been watcing disc and doing work so nth interesting so nvr blogg mah..

muack!

2008-06-09T16:26:00.003+08:00

muaks! Ty for tagging.loves you all lots..today went back to school and gt tons of hw.its nth surprising actually.lol.cos of today supp class didn't go camping with church.my mum and younger sis went to camping instead.hais TOO BAD!they say very fun.actually they not staying overnight one but theyv changed their mind after going there..then today my older sis go to school girl guide camp today.all go camping.WTH

whey

2008-06-04T23:19:00.004+08:00

I'm back!keep forgetting to write my blog.hehs.the church camp was filled with lots of talks all days but kinda feel that i did not go to the camp wrongly.I learnt lots of things.well, you might think that i am eh talking bored.but its a fact.kinda miss it now sia. sadsad (: something happy.i befriendeda new fren! and also had a great time with my friends.lol .we became crazy gals as we played crazy cups! I was not very into it as i was damn noob and i also realises something that is so important and wrong about me.i shall keep it a secret though. im gonna change!kk gtg buaii

holidays!science lesson and soup:)

2008-05-23T15:29:00.005+08:00

its holidays!kinda feel happy then down again.like a roller coaster :p today the ceremony was like damn boring but luckily quite short oni.someone in front of me like going to fall on me cause his friend never give way FORTUNATELY didn't in the end.then he was like going to hit his friend.today after the ceremony still got supplementary but time passes quite fast.we had no lunch.poor thing right.well,in the end mrs chu conducted her lesson and used the apparatus to cook soup for us! Ingredients was like carrots,fishballs,vege,potato.she was revisingabout reproduction by plants parts of plants.the food was like quite dirty cos many off us dropped it on the floor..hehe..zephania kept saying disgusting.well,the soup turned out quite okok,on the average or below bahz.i only had one bowl but well i think a normal person would only have one bowl as it is really not very appetising but be GRATEFUL people that you can eat.buaii gtg le muaks